I woke up with a headache. My headache can definitely be from over sleeping everyday!

The more you sleep, the more you sleep can explain why I've been sleeping so much these past few days.

Feeling nauseous can be from thinking that I am pregnant.

And just being sick can contribute to all of this.

I have definitely been burping a lot though.

I'm coming up with a million very reasonable reasons why I feel they way I feel, and not being pregnant as a defense mechanism.

But I hope and pray that God has blessed us with our own miracle.

I'm trying to tell myself that the symptoms I have are because I am making myself feel this way which I definitely think can be very true. I'm also being bipolar and going back and forth. I'm also taking it another level and telling myself that if I do take a pregnancy test, it'll come out negative, but have doubts that it might be wrong and I will be pregnant because at that point, I'll be disappointed. [Woah that doesn't even make sense, but I that's what I thought.] Ugh trying to get pregnant is so sensitive and messes with your mind and emotions!! I want to be calm and not over think! :]

I got a taste of what it could feel like to be sick from being pregnant, and I thought to myself suffering for a life is worth it! Being sick for no reason, sucks, haha.

Ok I threw up again. UGH! It was that pregnancy type of motion again, lol.

I have a fever, have a slight sore throat, and I'm coughing a bit. I think I'm just sick.

I am still very tired. I sleep maybe 11 hours because I have a lunch date. I could have slept more, but this is also not rare because I can easily sleep 12 hours.The difference is that after a long night of sleep, I don't feel that tired, but after 11 hours of sleep, I was still groggy. I had a glass of wine with lunch [my last glass.....]. After I come back from the lunch date, I'm really exhausted and I did absolutely nothing at lunch. I'm still tired and I go back to sleep for few hours. I slept more today than I was awake. After I get up from my nap, my body doesn't feel refreshed at all. It felt like that nap did absolutely nothing for me. My body was still very tired. I woke up around 5pm because I was really hungry. Nothing sounds good to eat, but I'm hungry - this is usually common too. I boil water for pasta since Ty already made sauce and it's in the fridge. While I'm boiling a small portion of water for my serving of pasta, I have maybe 5 delicious small cherry tomatoes. After a few minutes, I feel really sick. So I start thinking, "Ok, I'm really tired because I'm sick! My throat did hurt a tiny bit since yesterday." This is very true. Now, my head hurt, my throat hurt where I felt like I had to throw up, my stomach hurt, and my body was weak. I feel a very strong urge to throw up all of a sudden............ and I do throw up all those cherry tomatoes straight into the toilet. Ty is there with me in the bathroom. I cry because I felt sick while throwing up and then I smile really big because I'm wondering if I'm pregnant. I eat my pasta because I'm so hungry, but I feel sick. I don't finish it and go lie down. 

I decide I'm going to wait several days to see if I'm sick or not. There's been times where I thought I was pregnant and then I got my period so I didn't want to get too excited.

But throwing up for no reason... unless I'm sick is a huge sign. I'm not a person who throws up when they're sick. I only throw up when I'm hungover, LOL. There's only been a few times in my life where I threw up because I'm sick is what I mean. I'm lucky I rarely got a stomach bug. And the way I was throwing up... it was like morning sickness of pregnant person where it comes, it comes, I make the noise, I make the noise again, and then I run to the toliet confused. 

Went to sleep at 9pm for 12 hours that night.

I am still tired. I wanted to sleep at 9pm which is extremely rare, but I slept maybe an hour later. Remind you it's a Friday night.

Maybe it's because I overslept and when I oversleep, I'm always tired. The more you sleep, the more you sleep. And I'm a CHAMP at sleeping.

I am really... very tired today.  

Today was the first time in a month I was able to box again with traveling and my boxing trainer, Victor's, schedule. [He told me today that he and his gf are pregnant!!] A reasonable explanation why I'm feeling exhausted should be because I haven't boxed in a while and I'm out of shape because I haven't done any type of exercise in the past month.

I die! ;D

Yes, going to wait another year or so to be selfish, to sleep in and wake up late, take a sunday afternoon nap on a rainy day, take my boxing and yoga lessons [and possibly add swimming, golf, tennis, or attempt to learn a new language], travel more right now, go out on week nights and have an extra glass of wine or 2, be the young girl that I am along with my single friends, and be a happy newlywed. I'm still beyond excited and obsessed with babies and children, but waiting another year or so also won't be that bad. ;]

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