Oing?

I never thought I'd say this, but lately more and more I'm going to the other side of being ok with waiting for a baby. I go up and down, but right now I'm 70/30 on wanting to wait a year. It started this summer. I'm getting more selfish which I think is ok right now. I love taking naps, sleeping in, being lazy, having my own schedule of activities [taking classes], going out to eat anytime I want, coming home late every other night, doing whatever I want when I want, meeting with friends anytime as often as I want, going away with my husband....